i did it!
It deserved the exclamation. I returned the library book that has been haunting me. I haven't been able to read it because of the guilt I was facing by not having returned it. Now since it is back in its rightful spot I can let the guilt slip away... I made it before the due date. Alas! I can no longer read it. Zut alors!!!
I think I just broke my toe against a shoe. How ironic is that?
When we first met, you battled your way through the biggest snowstorm of the year just to see me. That's the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for me. Now I can't even get you to walk through a light shower to meet me a few blocks away.
open letter.
It pains me! It really pains me. I don't know if you read anything I write anymore. We both need this, we were getting into each other's way. I hate this feeling though. On some levels it's the most logical thing and through the mirror I call a heart it seems like the dumbest thing I've ever done. My plan is not to think about it, not much of a plan but I can't sleep anymore, I don't want to think anymore. I just want this to stop or begin. I want to get going somewhere and start walking fast and then get really dizzy and walk so fast that I accidentally walk into you. Everything will go flying, you won't help me pick anything up but you will smile while watching me frantically gather all my goods before you get a chance to glimpse at what has been taking up my life. I miss dancing the most, I don't want anyone else to spin me. I guess I just won't dance for a while or I'll just spin on my own. I'm thinking of you, but I'm also thinking of not thinking of you. I'm not confused. Just still in love and trying to move on at the same time. We can't look back at this point though. This is beginning to sound like a tragedy that just simply becomes banal nothingness in some time. But deep down inside I hope it's the beginning of a romance that will outlast time and distance. A lot of hope is dimming.
are you depressed? take the quiz!
I read that headlining some ad today. Perhaps it's just my own righteousness but something just rings so wrong about it. It kills me! It's as unethical as Dr. Phil. I almost want to take the quiz out of curiosity but they probably make a buck every time you click on it. Ethics my lovelies! Where has our morality disappeared to? Have we no longer any correctness? I present to you the digital age.
gentlemen take polaroids.
... and then unfortunately they grow up. Photo of David Sylvian when he was worth mentioning.
go away.
What do you do when you know someone has been dishonest? I'd rather be hurt than humiliated. Have some gin and perhaps I will know. In the end, my memories will be reduced to dust.
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